Entering the Dream
My shaman eye opens. I sense the swirling vibrating energy of my second chakra. It is expanding. I direct my attention to this area. Feeling the pulse, letting it merge with my awareness, I drift, back and forth, then I begin to spiral along with the red energy current. I shift my form to the formless and enter the dream.
I am momentarily suspended in a space unknown. I trust and surrender that I am supported and guided. Unfamiliar energy and no visible landscape are what I am feelings. I then hear a voice, my guide unseen, say to me: “You are not breathing deep enough.” As this is said I get an image of my energy body trying to take shape. I am a spherical space of awareness. I begin to breathe more deeply, into my very being, pulling the energy into my spherical self. I see my shape shifting, changing forms. I am expanding into a larger area of awareness and it’s as if I need to fill my being with lightbreath, so that I may become as the ethers and move freely. I am like a balloon that has filled myself up so I can fly, float through walls, ceilings, dimensional doorways.
I slip into a room full of Asian type objects. I am completely fascinated looking around. I tend to like to look for dates on objects, which I never find, being outside of the construct of time, I think. Is this due to my study of Buddhism? Why Asian? Symbols, statues and a T.V. is playing what looks like a version of Abbott and Costello, Costello as the laughing Buddha, making jokes on this black and white T.V. Everything else is in color. I chuckle in amusement and move along.
It has been my intention to ask guides for answers as to my path and what steps to take. How do I use this multidimensional awareness and dream work in the 3D reality? So far it seems to be addressing the lesson of deep breathing, and lightening up! But I am in search for something more than that! Where are the other worlds and being that I have met before? I want to go there! But I am here now. I fill myself up again, with the breath of awareness and shift again.
I find myself flying over what are like barracks of some kind. It is black and white again. People are reaching up towards me. They can see me? They can see me! Or they sense me. I float along and see disturbing things. Emaciated women and their children. Strange encounters that I do not quite understand. I think that I am not to understand. This is a distortion from my perspective. But I am relating to my 3D self. I fly along and reach out and feel some arms that have been outstretched towards me. I touch them. I feel the fingertips, the physicality of them.
Why am I not outside of these walls? I long for the openness of the universe and sky. But it is not to be this dream journey. What have I seen. Where have I been. How do you name a place outside of ordinary reality? Did I witness my own being in these other faces? I am floating along and catch a glimpse of myself in a long mirror. I am like a blurred out image, moving along. I have a body but there is some kind of a veil, a cloud and murkiness. I can see my eyes and face as if looking through smoke. Interesting!
The vibration is getting stronger. It is sweet exquisiteness. It unfolds me and unfolds within me. I slow down. Down into my body, in my bed, I am back. My eyes are closed but wide open. I breathe it in. Deep full whole being breaths. It is being pulled into all of me. I breathe it into my chakras, intending for the flow to my heart and up. It is radiating and merging . It then gradually subsides as I open my eyes again, within the 3D dream of this life.